My teddy bear is sleeping nowww ~ Miss that naughty bombom ton tons ♥
Tomorrow there is Organisation Behaviour UT, the most difficult module so far as there are loads of theory & even if i die memorise it i most likely won't be able to answer the rationale question unless i really understand it inside out, Aww shucks !
Ok, i'm gona pray for more Mcqs & less rationale Qs even though i know last minute pray also no use :B I'm currently strucked in my Rj @ 3 and a half sentence so came to blog & maybe some inspiration will magically appear in my mind and let me bomb my way through lolol. Anyway, back to topic. Coming thurday is Science module. WT* I failed science all my 16+ years of living and even a D7 for O'levels EMO. I really don't know how the hell i am going to complete the UT in 45min but i guess it doesn't make much a difference even if i am given more time. I am seriously a hopeless science retard )': Happily thought that i had said goodbye to science forever lastyear, i even more happily thrown away all the science textbooks you know. Huge huge signs .. Ohya, Holly asked me to dye blonde hair accompany her LOL, I bet i will look super ahlian when my classmate already commented that i look like an ahlian w/o makeup + contact lens. Weird people, but even till now i have not dye my hair before but i don't really love the fact that my hair will turn cui & after a period of time the black roots will start growing back & i will have a 2 colour head >.< Trying new things is something fresh & it will cause no harm right? But my teddy bear sure be a wet blanket one heheheh, i dream only can :P
Okay, I'm gona mug hard hard now. NOT ! :B


♥♥♥ ~HAPPY 329 DAYS MY TEDDY BEAR~ ♥♥♥

Retribution upon ..

Thanks for being my pillar of support,
when people were giving me a hard time,
when people just don't give a damn about my feelings,
when i am having problems with my family,
when i am feeling inferior to others ..

Thanks for being the one,
who wipes off the tears from my face when i cry,
the one who always ensure i never go hungry,
the one who say i am beautiful w/o makeup,
the one who will make sure that nobody will bully me,
the one who will try to solve my problem,
the one who love me ..

P.S I need peace ~

A new start !

Today is not a really good day for me, i should say a series of unfortunate events yeah. I was supposed to meet Haha & Holly to walk to sch together in the morning~
but i tot we're meeting at 7.50 at causeway point interchange & my toot hp went haywire the timing is 5.40 am when i was woken up by my father at 7 am -_- so very naturally i assumed i will be late. I did not even have time to bath, brushed my teeth washed my face and off on my way to the lrt station. The lrt also went haywire, it stopped for at least 5min at almost every station. Imagine my fury when i am already rushing for time grrr ! I reached cwp interchange @ around 8.05 so i walked super fast to see if i can catch them while they are walking to sch but i did not see them even when i reached the class. So in the end, i was earlier than them roar ! Even colleen commented that i looked so shag today, result of feeling lousy lol. I was quite upset throughout the day ~ had first UT @ 4 which ended at 4.45 pm, quite glad that i am able to answer every question as there were about 10 mcqs and few rationale questions.

After sch i went to meet my dearest at bishan, the only time of the day i'm looking forward <3 Felt like years that i did not see him even though it is just days as i missed him so so much~ Thanks for waiting for me so long my dear, appreciated muackx. The train ride was so effing long made me think of the unhappy things that happened to me. I was hugging him so tightly when i saw him and maybe because of the familar warmth that i felt it made me went so soft so jelly, the tears are like trying to escape from my eyes but i held it back of cause as i don't wanna spoil the day between us. Anyway, we had Man Jia Le for dinner. I wanted to drink kungfu milktea but the pearls were sold out SAD ! My sweet boy brought me nutella muffins for me to bring home <3



Not going to post much picts up as the rest are @ my facebook. Gelene's 17th birthday celebration at partyworld (:

Exams is tmr. TOMORROW !!! I haven study & i have not done Rj yet.

I feel invisible & pathetic but i don't blame anyone but myself, maybe the problem lies in me. + i tolerated very long ler but its ok . Even those who do not really know me as long can see. I know i'm gona be shoot to death but whatever I'M NOT GOING TO DO THINGS THAT I'M UNWILLING TO ANYMORE. Fuck this kay.
I believe in karma, i get mine you get yours. I'm so stressed up so fucking unhappy i really want to cry my heart out now seriously ..

I hope i wish i pray my life will change for the better please please please ):

Frantic

I MISS YOU GRRRRRRRR ~! D:


Tomorrow gonna meetup with Noelle, Gelene & Yijing for Partyworld for
gel's birthday early celebration at causeway point <3
School still sucked anyway, got 3 Cs & an X. What a job well done -_-
The first UT is on friday & i didn't study one bit. I will definitely flunk science & math ! I simply don't understand why the hell must i study that 2 nemesis subject in Poly again ?! I thought i had bid farewell to them forever after O'level last year ?!?! Awww, i am really in some serious shyt right now .. When will it start raining $$$ instead of raindrops? Shopping/chocolate remedies please? I need my husband like NOWWWWWWWWW >: BULLSHYTTTTZ