Monday, June 7, 2010

If only things weren't so hard

Today was a no life day heheh, because baby and i was sort of tagging heart by playing the couple Bp the whole day and both our dens had jumped by 2million which is like wow and now stupid baby got 18m, that action boy i jealous >.< We still need about 355 hearts though, but darling need to sleep ler as he need to wakeup early the next day awws :B

At around 6pm i went to chinatown thr along with family for dinner. We had mini steamboat and i eat till my stomach going explode lol. The ribena i had was so sweet till i cannot tahan so i drank about 1/4 and my monster brother take and drink all lol -.- My mother and father had a tiff on the way over money issues and my mother was complaining to me saying next time i should not count on guys to earn money for myself instead should have the ability to earn. Siao one she, she wanted my father to give her half of his bonus. Wtf, so my father was telling her he will give her some of the amount she asked for and the rest he will only take out when we 3 children are going overseas. Actually i think it is reasonable, my father alway is the one to fork out the money when we are going overseas and everytime he will be the only one not going every year due to work ): And i seriously don't understand why my weird mother is always complainting about the lack of money when she earns only for herself as my father gave her monthly allowance for the family zzz. Anyway, i reached home at i forget what time and then we continued bp-ing awhile and then chatted on phone for awhile before he went to bed.

We were talking about our past, our super unhappy past and well it included 4 parties actually but i hope they are happy now because we are :) We talked about how fate bought us together, the events that unfolded over the time, the bliss the fear and the inevitable~ I think i eaten way too much vinegar* as i was bombarding baby with questions about his ex relationship laughs* Ok not laughing, i still wanna shoot that girl down someday if i ever get the chance too lol. A jealous girl is a violent one :B So dearest, i guess we are over the crisis period going close to a year now. We are 2 person living in 2 different worlds with polar opposite character and most people would not foresee us being together but we are together and it's a fact that will never change. Thanking god everyday for this precious gift to me <3

Ohya, i had the 'Bf talk' by my father just now. He said don't know who saw me at orchard holding hands with my bf. So i answered and say ya, every girls in orchard road is me -.- so he went on and on about how many girls are cheated by guys and they are wolfs instead of human, he said he know all this because he seen more things than me and he is also a man. So i was wondering are you a wolf yourself? since you said till every guy is one. He Kept on emphasizing on going for inner beauty instead of outer because a handsome guy is a useless one if he can't earns enough $$$ to ensure that the whole family will not suffer. The weirdest thing of all is, he said he gone through my age before it is normal for girls wanting to have a bf but father, i do not have a bf just because i think it is cool, i'm seriously already over that age can zzz yet he still insist that i should complete my diploma get a stable job and then find a boyfriend and that will definitely be after 3 years. It is the 21st century for heaven's sake! I assumed my parents already know that i have a bf but i have no choice but to keep on denying. I'm forever too young and i know it's for my own good but i just want a little bit of understanding and trust ):

Some random picts i found online;



Sad but true ~



This is soo sweet ~

Nights people ..

Sunday, June 6, 2010

It's exactly 2.05 am midnight now and i'm still awake while my teddy bear is having his sweetdream already, hope you include me in your sweetdream alright loves hehes

Today was quite a day- Anxiety, nervousness, tiredness, highness & anger all into one. It was the fam of the year competition today ~! I woke up at friggin 8.30 am to prepare you know hehe, this is my first time joining a competion anyway so was quite anxious~ Morning-called baby @ 9am and we both tu tu tu and finally decided to get our butts out of the house at around 10am. The bus took quite long to arrive at my stop so baby arrived first and was complaining until i arrived :/ (Sorry to let you wait nah baobeh, muacks you!<3) so we met and walked around bugis junction while waiting for the others to arrive. We shared Kfc snackers (Popcorn chicken Rocks ttm!) as our breakfast :B. Went to Iluma next to meet Jess & John and we proceed to the top level to register. We were given goodie bags or some market plastic bag with audi characters printed on it lolol. At around 12 the competition officially started and we had drawed our lot and LUCKILY got DcSquad team 2. John face was like panicky and he keep telling us how good they are so baby jokingly say he is DcSquad's people lolol. Baby is like the joker of the day together with his crew members Emp & SX who arrived later as well as jocie but she is not one of the jokers -_-. These 3 jokers keep going on and on about their prediction that we will lose the first match, make us even more stress only and as their prediction we lose very terribly. I was so pissed off when people keep on walking here and there knocking on my chair and make me distracted so some censored words fly out my mouth :B Although even if people don't knock on my chair, i guess there won't be much difference because we are losing behind by about 1m as told by baby. ONE MILLION POINTS, Kalgorion & poodle is 2 pervertic player seriously. When i saw the x10, i was like FML -.- Even jess's x14 can't help much because they are constantly sync-perfecting and red faces keep appearing non-stop while for me i don't rmb chaining much sobs ): Ok, next 2 round was also the same stupid song so shall not elaborate more since the result is same just not as exxagerating as the 1st.

The results are announced after a long while and we got in top 16 yeah ! :) Next lot we got is against Club-audition which is the mighty audition forum moderators. Their name sounds so nice, sound so important, the ones who maintain the forum but actually they are a piece of shit. They were standing behind us and maybe they just don't realise that and after hearing the lot happily say Grandeur is lousy not to be scare something like that. Seriously, even if your are the mighty audi forum moderators or whatever shit, that still doesn't give you any reason to look down on us. We are rank 8th fam in audition, what about your? Sickening creatures really. Is not like we don't have the talents in our fam to win your hands down, just that they don't wanna come for the competition -.- Anyway, we still lost but just a little and defintely not like DcSquad when we lost till we momentarily forgot our name. lol, joke :B I don't care what bi said, but i believe Grandeur just did not find the right time to shine <3 Gambatteh Grandeur, we rocks especially Jess & Jocie ! <3

After all the chaos ended, we went to Marina Square and had dinner first as the guys were complainting non-stop of hunger especially baby, so cute one <3 I had rendang with rice while baby had grilled chicken rice. After eating our early dinner we went to the catch bear bear machines place and baby caught me about 5 mini flurry things with 10<20 dollars which is super bohua, maybe we just don't have the skills :P Anyway, i think doling this kind of business will earn a lot of $$$, nexttime shall consider doing this kind of business if i ever have the capital .. in my dreams. Jess & the rest went to watch Nightmare at Elm's street (M18 movie) while baby send me home and the reason we skipped it because it would end rather late, tigress not happy + its a M18 movie (Basically everyone is about the legal age except for me & i don't wanna be kicked out D:) + I have a weak heart and i can't really take horror flicks and Freddy is super gross ~_~ . We shared grape smoothie and then bused home. Laogong is a super naughty boy, beh paiseh one heheh :P

Okay, it's 3am now (I bet baby going to scold me tommorrow when he sees this lol) so i'm going to have my beauty sleep after posting some pictures i took with my webcammy :B






Baby kitty :D



My bangs had since grown and i'm still trying to tame it to the side lolol >.<
And lastly ..



Kiss for my one & only boy ! Laopo ai ni, MUACKS MUACKS <3
Nightnight husband ~
Nightnight earthlings ~
& Lights out *

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Can't wait ~!

I woke up at around 8-9+ this morning, can't fall back to sleep weird.
So went to have my early breakfast of porridge with fishcakes + salted egg + cai xim. It was piping hot and tasty or perhaps i'm just hungry wahahha. I think my taste buds have gain back their power by 80% ! No wonder first time i didn't complaint about eating porridge heheh :D Done cafe world for bi & me then slept awhile and play audition. I'm so stress about this coming saturday fam competition, i think last year we got top 5 or something. I don't wanna be the black sheep man D: Afterwards the irritating brother wakeup and snatch desktop from me so i got nothing to do so went to eat 2nd bowl of porridge LOLOL. (I'm not fully well so i still can be food monster heheh :B) There were 2 Mr bean pancake in the oven when i wake up and i intended to eat it after audi-ing but it dissappeared when i'm done playing. I guess i'm not the only food monster huh, food in my house must hide one or not sure starve to death lolol -_- Suddenly i feel like drinking yakult original flavour! the one in gold :D One bad news, laogong say he will control my diet from now on because i always anyhow eat then sick lol. Die already he sure torture me one but bi ! there is a rule, if i can't eat you cannot eat too ! You fu tong xiang, you nan tong dang, we are husband and wife remember? <3

I wanna share something. I saw some video of taiwanese girl looking like maid before makeup and transform to a beauty afterwards. The changes are drastically big i swear. Oh god, the wonders of makeup is amazing and not forgetting the power of a good camera and also photoshop! :B
Copy paste "鑽石夜總會 變臉美女" at youtube if you wanna watch, you will think that your eyes is playing tricks on you but never let guys see this they will nosebleed i guess >.< And my stupid boy actually know this kind of video before i do and still got the cheek to tell me the changes so big Grrr -_- Dare to watch again see how you die idiot !


Ohya speaking of saturday, we are going to see some moving Tree and Pole observing us right jess ? Inside jokes opps :B


Wednesday, June 2, 2010

I AM HUNGRY D: I think i'm an alien from outer space because sick ppl usually lose appetitie while i'm constantly hungry sobs* D: Anyway, fever is gone i guess but why is my taste buds still not coming back ?! I have eaten 6 flu max already can ?! I can taste a little now as compared to yesterday, just a tiny weeny bit though ~ But But i'm still hungry !!! I hope my mum is whipping something delicious Pray* Can't wait lol, ok i sound like some food monster :x Baby is a meanie because he went out with his friends and have good food without telling me ): Nevermind, my food is cominggggg ~ ohya, i had drank 4 cups of liang teh since i fall sick, so proud can. (Actually this liang teh is quite sweet with just a hint of bitterness. I LIKE :D)

Hmm, wondering how many days i had stayed home ? 1,2,3,4 days already.
Wasted 4 days of my short 2week holiday signs D:
I actually wanted to go out today, but no1 wanted to accompany me. Lonely is me D:
4 days is also the number of days i did not see baby ler D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:
Miss that naughty bom bom alot !!!

Weather is being a bitch and my nose is being a bitch too. (Like spoilt water-tap,just keep flowing like nobody's busininess Grr) now i always have a roll of toilet paper stand by -_-

Okay, i'm going to grab food and fill my tummy >.<
Tummy please be a good girl & burn all the calories i consumed alright )':
Too shag to take any picts wahahah, guess no1 want to see my ghostly face also LOL.
Kay, ciaos !

Monday, May 31, 2010

I need to rant . Like seriously now.
Firstly i'm having Fking fever and bloody flu which made all the food i taste so crappy and i love food _|_ I'm feeling so uncomfortable and nothing is going my way at all. Just quarrelled with bi over facebook matters and tmr's class outing and so many interlinked matters and also my freedom that never fails to play a part in our quarrels.

I reeally hate my freedom to the core but there is nothing i can do to change anything but slowly wait for myself to grow up. I'm sorry for having such pathetic freedom, i don't want it either.

I know you don't like others to know matters about us but just want you to know i'm not having it better in fact worse because im the cause of all this all i know.

Am i being too strict on you? Should we give each other more personal spaces? Is that what you want? Or maybe i'm just too selfish?
I really don't know what to do Signs ..



I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry dear )':