Yesterday was my cousin's & also jess's 20th birthday ! :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS ! <3 <3 <3
I envy them so much so much, i wish i was 20 this year too ):

So i was forced to go to his birthday party because tigress say family bonding is important, ya right fuck it -_-
I am the dao-est there so i sat and did nothing till i decided to 'cook' myself and my hp which is in my pocket by helping them bbq-ing the food. At least i can pass time since no one talk to me lolol. It is damn hot plus i stinks the most esp my hair but i still endure because i don't wanna look like a loner freak sitting there alone praying for the party to end faster. Ok so there is at least 40 over people that is my cousin's friends there not including we relatives. Gang after gang , clique after clique came from time to time so i thought he invited the whole TP to his party ok joke. The weird thing is he is a super quiet boy, those alway get good result, bookworm guaiguai face one yet he got so many friends >< I think if i were to have a party the most 10 will come or less lol.

I sux at socializing seriously. there is this time my another cousin decided to intro his Gf to me. He was like "This is my cousin cheryl and this is my gf debbie" So his gf smiled and say hello to me then i seriously dk what to do, so i just smiled and look away. AKWARD MUCH?!so his gf tried to start a topic with me and ask which poly i attend so i answered "Rp" smile again*. Then she asked what course? I answered "Spa management and smile again*" END OF CONVERSATION. I think she sure feel like slapping my face 100times for behaving like a loser because if i am facing me i also want to do that. I will slap myself 1000 times if it will make me magically socialble -.-

The birthday boy's sister role was a spy that day so she went around taking pictures of people unprepared. Grrr, esp me. She kept aimming kelian me but i kept dodging. There was one my kuku face looked bloated like some pufferfish zzz -_-

Yesterday is the first saturday i did not put on makeup because i am having pimples outbreak currently so i was damn shag one and this also explains the lack of picture in my blog. Tigress say i have pimples is due to hormone change during woman's sickness period, i hope this is so, so when it end the pimples will go away as well ): The red spots here and there on my face is so fugly !


This is a longtime ago snapshot by Bi, one of the most not kuku one because my dear baby is known for taking kuku pictures of me. he called it "Natural" (*AHEM* Natural = ugly to me) and won't allow me to delete but yet when he took ugly photos with my phone he will definitely delete one >.<

When is my blue lens arriving? I want it so badly ):
Hmm, should i keep my fringe like this or cut bangs ? During the period the photo above was took my fringe was still behaving but now it is rebeling me by qiao-ing to one side. Extremely fuglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy la.

My babyboy is looking super cute after his haircut, i'm jealous ! Don't want him to attract attention D:

I just switch off the light 5mins ago ready for bed and this fucking bitch came in in and switch on the light Tv for that stupid idiotic AI show that takes forever to end. So i tell her can go out watch not, i need to sleep. Then she replied " You shut up, why must i listen to you?" OMG I HATE THIS FAT SHORT BITCH TO THE CORE. What kind of mother answer in this kind of babarian manners tell me?!

Ohya, in my class there is another fat short bitch who like to wear short dresses which shows her flabby arms and oily zhu jiao (pig trotters). She's 18 and shorter than me heelsand obviously a obese patient Pathetic or what? Everyone in my class is tolerating her because she thinks she is the ladyboss and yes she is the one i always been writing about in my post the zhu jiao that alway comment on my makeup being very fake , my eyes is very small, im a ahlian because i cannot speak good english like her and i can swear i did not offend her in the first place. She is so fucking short with giangantic boobs that make her look like she is going to fall down anytime when she walks as her giant 5kg dumbbell is too heavy for her short body to carry the weight and i dk why she simply love to wear tight fit clothing to show off her boobs that is already like oversized for her short fat body and she also love to show off her smexy leg aka the pig trotters . Free zhu jiao anyone? It comes with extra oily if you like wtf. People like her have no sense of shame , i dont even dare to wear like that to sch yet she dare . Comeon la give people eyesore only disgusting loose bitch. Anyway retribution striked her as even her bf broke up with her and her friends are trying to run away from her.

Payback is supposed to be sweet anyway :) Now she trying to lick anyone boots who is kind enough to entertain her and well trying to seduce any guys that came by. Just go and fuck yourself can. You are O.V.E.R bitch.

Some stuffs that i'm aimming while blogshopping :B


I think this is cute but bi said it is hard to match >.<


Usagi headband ! Wearing it will make one look like having bunny ears hehe. I have a silk one that i brought from Chameleon months ago but mine is way more obiang but cheaper lol :B


Dolly wink lashies ! I like the lower lashes (No.6) !! The only bad thing is, it cost about at least $20 ++ ):

Not forgetting my Samsung St550 ! Omigosh nah, Holiday please faster come & pray i can find a good-pay job & still be able to accompany baby D:

Baby asked me to cut bangs very randomly on phone just now so ya i'm still deciding :B

Samsung ST550 digital camera : Samsung Digital Imaging announce the arrival of the ultra slim and stylish Samsung ST550 digital compact camera which boasts yet another ‘world first’: front and back LCD display technology. The Samsung ST550, also known as Samsung TL225, delivers an unrivalled user experience, the hidden 1.5" LCD screen located on the front of the camera allows consumers to take accurate portraits using the front image as a guide - whether it’s a group shot with friends or a snap of yourself on holiday. There is no need to even press the shutter button -just a big smile will trigger the digital camera to take the picture!

A camera with front camera !!! OMG, this is total chioness + coolness !! ARGH, i want this so badly, holiday faster come i needa work for $$$ ):

I can't have the best of both worlds. Signs

Saturday was ruined half thanks to stupid teambuilding kns workshop which RP forced us to go saying what if we don't go we will be blacklisted, no testimony given when we graduate etc. Zzz

The weather was being a bitch this morning, heavy rain when i left home so i had to run in the rain and get myself all wet esp my shoe (Wet + Soggy = stinky feet !) ARGH, worse thing is i got into a group of all unknown people which pissed me off further as i am a social-loser so my face was as black as my all-black outfit. All the girls have like at least one friend from the same class while for the other teams, got 5 of my classmates are put into the same group, totally unfair. Played many stupid games but i happily didn't participate as my shoe broke down with a hole which exposed my big toe. I'm suay to the max can. During the lunch period, i saw a classmate who was alone just like me in her team so both of us go and beg her leader to take me in lolol. Her leader was a nice guy and he helped me to ask his tao eh then his tao eh asked me why want to change group make him wei nan so i acted kelian saying i got no friends, no one want to talk to me, all the girls got friends liao then i don't want talk to boys & etc. :B Stupid excuses i know but it actually worked so the day got better abit but well i am still super pissed off with A&B.

When i asked her to accompany me to ask for a change of group she replied "huh, aiya i don't think can lor. They already write the name liao later you no CE points" Ever heard of this word 'try'? Never try never know right,so when i succeeded changing group, she gave me that lanlan face. Then when we went to the toilet she randomly say "aiya cheryl today wear so nice must be meet the boyfriend la" AGAIN, i mean won't she ever get tired of repeating the same question over & over again? so i replied her "You siao isit? why everytime i meet my boyfriend you must say. Don't meet my boyfriend then meet you ah?" then she give that lanlan face again and change subject. ARGH, i guess girls who are deprived of love becomes downright super annoying + irritating sick hormones. I know i'm like some loser at times, but well even us have limits to our patience. Once, twice, Thrice , You can go fuck yourself liao.

Baby came all the way to RP to fetch me afterschool, my first smile of the day was when i saw my cute boy sitting outside the onestop centre playing his Iphone games <3
so happy because finally someone is going to sayang me liao :x We trained to his home & bi brought me milk hello pandas because i du zi er hehe. Mama was being so sweet to me today !! she brought cai fan as dinner and bi told me she took some of her dishes and add on to my already got 4 dishes de cai fan. So sweet right, no wonder my monster stomach cannot finish LOL shy*. But there is one bad thing. The mother feed me + the son also feed me = feifei Cheryl D: No good la, i don't want feifei luh. If you notice me getting fatter then you know who are the culprit & mastermind >.< After eating mama say "Gui Rong, take the bread go home eat when you hungry at night since you will sleep late tonight like zi chao right" in chinese hehe. Gui Rong sounds extremely weird to me even when i say it out myself ~.~

I action-ed to baby that i got bread to eat and he don't have all the way home LOL :B On our way to Clarkequay, i was being a naughty girl as bi suddenly have flu then his nose like ruldoph the rednose reindeer very cute so i can't help pressing his nose! Each time i pressed his nose down he knocked my head lol so i pressed even harder each time then he sheng qi me ! We were laughing like 2 siao gina then people around us were giving the 'wth is this 2 idiots doing' face. Xiuxiu but who cares? We are happy and thats what that matters the most right :D My hubby pei-ed me stand all the way home on the stupid 190. (190s on a saturday night is the worst ever if you are taking it home alone) and then u-turn home. My naughty bom sprained his leg just now triple sad face* D:D:D:


Innocent expression heheh :)

To my smelly bom: Takecare of yourself alright my dear esp your leg. You sprained your leg i xintong luh no good no good ): Thanks for today, although the day is short&simple but i still enjoyed it alot because it was spend with my husband. In my heart, you're my only & the cutest ever, Cheryl love you !!! Spam hearts* <333