Ohya i forget to add in today is my first attempt at cooking fried rice and baby say it is niceeee. Like happy only or maybe baby give me face hehe but hope my naughty boy can feel the sweetness muacks !!

Anyway, today i encounter something on the way home just now. There is this malay couple who can't stop kissing & they are standing beside me unfortunately. The atmosphere seemed wrong but i just act blur lolol. I don't get what's so romantic about kissing in a jerky bus full of people that they can't even get a room anyway -.- Then sometimes later, i don't know how they kiss kiss till they keep shifting behind and the guy bumped into me. Normal reaction is to at least glance right of what bumped into you then his girlfriend stare at me with those irritating big eyes like i want to steal her boyfriend right under her nose like that. Ok la i lose her eyes bigger than me -_- Firstly, how the hell can your kiss till invade my little space, i paid my busfare kay -.-. Secondly, your bf is a MUD and a ugly one. Thirdly, maybe i'm being a little racist but i associate MUD with guys who are irresponsible bastards + girls who love to get-pregnant-easily-&-abort like it doesn't mean anything. But there's still the 10% who are pure though :D

She imitating the picture behind her hehehe :x

Those pictures above are super longtime ago because birthday girl doesn't want to take picture with me Kns :B

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG YUANYUAN JUNNNNNNNNN <3 Although you're 17 before me but don't be too action LOL :B I hope you have fun with you Yanjun next week and leave one day for the guys to finally know each other okie Hehehe :)))

Ohya, my father brought me eyepiece cause he say got diamonds (fake) beside very nice lol. Random but appreciated ! & i'm sipping tea because my father force me to (He say can get rid of the oils in my body because i alway eat junkfood >.<) and one more he just now action his new bag to me which cost $12 then got free hp pounch still dangle in his hands give me see so he very haolian heheheh xD

I'll come back to blog in details soon ! Been hectic this week and also last week ): Unhappy & also happy things .

And lastly i love my baby Gary because he sooo cute, totally random i know but Spam loves* anyway <3


Not looking at camera* :B

I look like some kuku here >.<

My cutest boy <3

Goodnight earthlings !

Today My friends was telling me storys about their hamster which tempt me to buy one myself ! So funny one, got one of my friend's hamster died because of obesity, another one because he ate curry leaf and died with the gua zi still in the mouth and one died because of electric shock. Ok quite saddist atcually lolol. So i decided if ever one day i want to get hamster, i want a Pearl White one with Bigbig eyes and i will name it Aiko Chua ! (Aiko means little loved one in Jap)or if a male one then i will name it Ryu Chua (Ryu means Dragon in Jap) :) Hope Aiko/Ryu will have a habbit of bathing excessively to keep it furs white lolol :x Still trying to psyco baby in progress HINTS*



I'm still worried the hamster will bite me or something x.x

Gonna post up some of the picts took on last saturday double date ! Yj & Bf + Bi & Me went to PasirRis beach and initial plan was to fly kite but then when we reached there we realize the kite got no string + it started to rain awhile more -_- So we went to Ehub and walkwalk till about 6 plus then went to meet baby's friend before going to his friend's 21st birthday party @ Aranda countryclub. The place was quite cool like a house and i heard it cost a bomb with the buffet all this, the birthday boy even have like photographer going around to take pictures of him. Baby's 21st birthday last year was lavishly celebrated too, he organised a chalet and well i wasn't the female lead it was someone else Zzz. I still don't get why 21st is the most important birthday though. I became mute when i was at there almost invisible lolol joke. No one talk to me at all not even say hi while baby was acting shy around his friends boo -.- Hahaha anyway, stupid Yj don't want take photo with me ): we wear so identical luh that day ! Both wearing black tanktop with denim shorts, same pair of slippers, same beanie but different colour even our lashies are the same LOLOL so its a pity there is no picture <3













Tomorrow is our long-awaited 1st anniversary !!! WheeeeeWheeees tons of love <3<3<3

Photos post today !
of some webcam photos took earlier @ school and also my cute businessman <333 ~









Spot my pink hello kitty waterbottle ! :)

I had another encounter with crazy bitch @ home and this is what happened this time. Bitch & i concindentally are using the same type of towel + same colour. I always put mine in the front but one day the another identical one suddenly appear beside mine for i don't know what reason. Then the bitch did not know which is her towel and she shouted at me to go and see which is my towel because she don't want to carelessly use my towel maybe i have Sars/H1N1 so she's afraid of my towel. She is senile and put her stupid damn towel beside mine and expect me to go and smell both towel like i am some sniffing dog like that so of cause i refused so i told her since u so scare of my towel then just take both put in the washing machine and take new towel out thats all then she replied me saying why should i listen to your words, you should listen to my words. Ya fuck i give u a simple soloution that your pea brain can't think of which solves everything and she turns around to say i'm just being guai lan to her and she tolerate me for a long time already. Thats what i managed to hear anyway as i was watching GG initially and she suddenly come open fire so i blasted the volume so i don't have to hear anything that came out of her crow mouth and then she went on to complain to my father about what a useless daughter he have and so on.

Baby told me before that his sister don't really have a good relationship with his mum at first but now it is the opposite, i always tell him who much i envy his sister that she have a real mother who understands her and they can talk about anything even relationship. How i wish i have a real mother who i can share anything to but instead i have one who behaves like a mad dog, never fails to bark everyday. I would rather have a mother who don't care about me if this is how she show her care but yet i really don't have a clue what kind of 'care' am i being showered with ..

You know what, i'm shutting you out from my heart from my world. Just give my damn pathetic allowance on time and that will be all i'm expecting from you. You never loved me anyway.

I realized that i tend to wear a mask and not show my true self to people who i feel that doesn't care about me because today i wasn't feeling right inside but when i meet up with my classmates to school, i automatic start behaving normal, talk and joke like it isn't yesterday that my 'mother' stare at me for no reason with the face that gave me the feeling that she really dislike me. Maybe this what we call, distracting myself so that i won't remember that the pain that i felt inside is real and it actually hurt.

I'm sure they would have read my post on fb as even those who are not as close to me commented on my post and even a simple cheer up let me know that they care but no nothing. It's such a irony to say that i go to school with these 2 girls everyday, had lunch break together and go home after school together EVERYDAY but yet they mention absolutely nothing at all. Is it really that hard to just ask if i am okay? Their failure to even type a simple 'cheer up' already shows everything, i should not expect too much.