Emo post, so skip if you want

I'm still young & i just wanna feel love, care, pamper .. Things that all GIRL should feel while being in love. Is that too much to ask for ?

I believe 8/10 girls will say that a older boyfriend would be better & why? Because these guys are more mature, more attentive, more protective, will sayang you more. & yes, i don't deny this but why can't the effort be constant from the start to the end?

You were so perfect @ first, everything i hoped for in a boyfriend but as time goes by ..

Now you say sensitive words w/o thinking, Even till now you can say things like asking me to find another guy since i'm unhappy being with you. Like wtf after so long you got the cheek to say this kind of senseless thing? Why can't you understand you are the source of my unhappiness & only you can fix it?

I really hate myself for being so weak-hearted, for putting all my feelings so easily into this r/s that it is so so hard for me to take them back now..