Cheryl's boy

Due to that ghastly find just now i can't get a wink of sleep.
I'm still damn pissed off i didn't get to smash that piece of shit on the ground _|_
I'm won't be satisfied unless i hear the sound of glass smashing to millions of pieces. I felt so stupid not finding those fucked up things earlier.
I'm so flared up now, even if i watch you this pathetic useless thing burning up in a extreme hot pot and dying in front of me i still won't feel a hint of satisfaction.
Because you never should even appeared in the first place you bitch.
Call me sadist, narcist or whatever because i don't give a damn.
Because when i'm angry, you are a mere fly in my eyes.
A extremely irritating fucked up fly.
Please just get the hell away from us.
Get your friendster, fb & blog out of my sight please.
I can't stand seeing you writing or posting anything that got to do with MY guy.
I'm so selfish that i really can't tolerate this kind of bullshits
knowing that those shits or should i say "memories" still existed & the harsh bloody fact that you had him for so long. ARRGH !!! I can guarantee with my life that when there is me still living in this world, there won't be a you appearing in his life ever again .


Aft ranting out, my mood still ain't any better but who cares .
Having massive heartache now .....
Gary chua, thanks to you i'm becoming a psychotic.
I feel like a jealous loser emo freak now )':
Baby, why didn't you chase me when i was 12 so that i can intercept you knowing her?
okok, i know i'm speaking craps. When i was 12 , he was 17 -.-
Not to mention staying at the opposites of singapore .........
There is absolutely no connection btw us. HUGE SIGNS *
Hubby ar, you had perfect eyesight but why do you seems so blind?
At least now i know why god give you this pair of eyes.
It is to make me mesmerized and lost in it ..
I know i will never want to look in anyone's but your's
I felt like i'm being hypnotized by you, like you casted a strong spell on me
as much as i am unwilling to admit, Cheryl is obsessed with Gary ):
Never had i felt this amount of jealousy before that me myself can't believe.
So just continue giving me love till death do us part will you ? ♥
I don't want diamonds, money, or any sort of luxury.
I just want you to be a part of my everyday life.
I don't need time to prove that you're the one for me
You may think that i'm self-centered, selfish and arrogant but i don't care
because i am in love with you my dear ~