I AM NOT HAPPY, NOT HAPPY AT ALL.
I HATE THIS FAMILY. I HATE YOU.
I HATE EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING TO ME !!
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Currently listening to star by Kim Ah Joong.
A super touching song if you watched 200 pounds beauty before
My mother love the movie so much she even brought the DVD home .
A 100% guarantee sure cry movie unless you are a alien from outer space with no sense of feelings LOL ~ Anyway i don't know why i'm listening to sad songs when it won't make my mood any better in fact worse. When you are sad you won't want to hear happy songs right? or is it just me? I'm trying to reflect on myself wondering what should be my next steps, thinking of poly life, Thinking how to make tons of money in future. Thinking of how to excel in my studies, my career. I know i am only 17, i shouldn't be having this kind of thoughts in my mind that most 17 won't. I used to live a life not thinking about tomorrow. Whatever happen tomorrow i won't panic or worry about it today. Today i have enough pocket money to eat is enough because i know tomorrow my mother will still give me pocket money. What i do or say, i won't think of the consequences nor think twice before doing anything.. I don't know what i really want anymore.
Ok, i'll stop being a emo queen now.
Ending with picture of the beautiful Kim Ah Joong ~
A super touching song if you watched 200 pounds beauty before
My mother love the movie so much she even brought the DVD home .
A 100% guarantee sure cry movie unless you are a alien from outer space with no sense of feelings LOL ~ Anyway i don't know why i'm listening to sad songs when it won't make my mood any better in fact worse. When you are sad you won't want to hear happy songs right? or is it just me? I'm trying to reflect on myself wondering what should be my next steps, thinking of poly life, Thinking how to make tons of money in future. Thinking of how to excel in my studies, my career. I know i am only 17, i shouldn't be having this kind of thoughts in my mind that most 17 won't. I used to live a life not thinking about tomorrow. Whatever happen tomorrow i won't panic or worry about it today. Today i have enough pocket money to eat is enough because i know tomorrow my mother will still give me pocket money. What i do or say, i won't think of the consequences nor think twice before doing anything.. I don't know what i really want anymore.
Ok, i'll stop being a emo queen now.
Ending with picture of the beautiful Kim Ah Joong ~
Cheryl's boy
Due to that ghastly find just now i can't get a wink of sleep.
I'm still damn pissed off i didn't get to smash that piece of shit on the ground _|_
I'm won't be satisfied unless i hear the sound of glass smashing to millions of pieces. I felt so stupid not finding those fucked up things earlier.
I'm so flared up now, even if i watch you this pathetic useless thing burning up in a extreme hot pot and dying in front of me i still won't feel a hint of satisfaction.
Because you never should even appeared in the first place you bitch.
Call me sadist, narcist or whatever because i don't give a damn.
Because when i'm angry, you are a mere fly in my eyes.
A extremely irritating fucked up fly.
Please just get the hell away from us.
Get your friendster, fb & blog out of my sight please.
I can't stand seeing you writing or posting anything that got to do with MY guy.
I'm so selfish that i really can't tolerate this kind of bullshits
knowing that those shits or should i say "memories" still existed & the harsh bloody fact that you had him for so long. ARRGH !!! I can guarantee with my life that when there is me still living in this world, there won't be a you appearing in his life ever again .
Aft ranting out, my mood still ain't any better but who cares .
Having massive heartache now .....
Gary chua, thanks to you i'm becoming a psychotic.
I feel like a jealous loser emo freak now )':
Baby, why didn't you chase me when i was 12 so that i can intercept you knowing her?
okok, i know i'm speaking craps. When i was 12 , he was 17 -.-
Not to mention staying at the opposites of singapore .........
There is absolutely no connection btw us. HUGE SIGNS *
Hubby ar, you had perfect eyesight but why do you seems so blind?
At least now i know why god give you this pair of eyes.
It is to make me mesmerized and lost in it ..
I know i will never want to look in anyone's but your's
I felt like i'm being hypnotized by you, like you casted a strong spell on me
as much as i am unwilling to admit, Cheryl is obsessed with Gary ):
Never had i felt this amount of jealousy before that me myself can't believe.
So just continue giving me love till death do us part will you ? ♥
I don't want diamonds, money, or any sort of luxury.
I just want you to be a part of my everyday life.
I don't need time to prove that you're the one for me
You may think that i'm self-centered, selfish and arrogant but i don't care
because i am in love with you my dear ~
I'm still damn pissed off i didn't get to smash that piece of shit on the ground _|_
I'm won't be satisfied unless i hear the sound of glass smashing to millions of pieces. I felt so stupid not finding those fucked up things earlier.
I'm so flared up now, even if i watch you this pathetic useless thing burning up in a extreme hot pot and dying in front of me i still won't feel a hint of satisfaction.
Because you never should even appeared in the first place you bitch.
Call me sadist, narcist or whatever because i don't give a damn.
Because when i'm angry, you are a mere fly in my eyes.
A extremely irritating fucked up fly.
Please just get the hell away from us.
Get your friendster, fb & blog out of my sight please.
I can't stand seeing you writing or posting anything that got to do with MY guy.
I'm so selfish that i really can't tolerate this kind of bullshits
knowing that those shits or should i say "memories" still existed & the harsh bloody fact that you had him for so long. ARRGH !!! I can guarantee with my life that when there is me still living in this world, there won't be a you appearing in his life ever again .
Aft ranting out, my mood still ain't any better but who cares .
Having massive heartache now .....
Gary chua, thanks to you i'm becoming a psychotic.
I feel like a jealous loser emo freak now )':
Baby, why didn't you chase me when i was 12 so that i can intercept you knowing her?
okok, i know i'm speaking craps. When i was 12 , he was 17 -.-
Not to mention staying at the opposites of singapore .........
There is absolutely no connection btw us. HUGE SIGNS *
Hubby ar, you had perfect eyesight but why do you seems so blind?
At least now i know why god give you this pair of eyes.
It is to make me mesmerized and lost in it ..
I know i will never want to look in anyone's but your's
I felt like i'm being hypnotized by you, like you casted a strong spell on me
as much as i am unwilling to admit, Cheryl is obsessed with Gary ):
Never had i felt this amount of jealousy before that me myself can't believe.
So just continue giving me love till death do us part will you ? ♥
I don't want diamonds, money, or any sort of luxury.
I just want you to be a part of my everyday life.
I don't need time to prove that you're the one for me
You may think that i'm self-centered, selfish and arrogant but i don't care
because i am in love with you my dear ~
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Good morning or rather good afternoon !
I woke up at close to 2 pm as i was tossing & turning the night before ~~
Switch on my hp & saw baby's msg "Wake up le stupid girl" ==
Just a short post today as I'm going to vivo to find him soon
I dread the tedious journey later on .. Boo boo !
I hope my Mp3 won't die on me till i reach there .
On the other note, today should be a happy day
because baby may be released half an hour earlier or so . *HAPPY*
Btw, Baby is going to be dead meat if i'm arrived on time but still need to wait :B
Now now .. What should i wear ?! Dang
Going to raid my wardrobe now !
Laters :D
I'm back ! Met baby at Outram park station then we trained to his place.
Mummy cooked harshbrown for dinner today (:
Some random pictures took earlier of my husband & stuffs on his table <3
My boy & Stitch ♥ The 2 stitch are cute right ? ^^
The small stitch was stolen from my house luh
BB claimed that his stitch want a younger brother
& small stitch haven been neglecting his Gf angel ever since -_-
Baby's ultraman alarm clock
Our Couple cups & rings ♥
I woke up at close to 2 pm as i was tossing & turning the night before ~~
Switch on my hp & saw baby's msg "Wake up le stupid girl" ==
Just a short post today as I'm going to vivo to find him soon
I dread the tedious journey later on .. Boo boo !
I hope my Mp3 won't die on me till i reach there .
On the other note, today should be a happy day
because baby may be released half an hour earlier or so . *HAPPY*
Btw, Baby is going to be dead meat if i'm arrived on time but still need to wait :B
Now now .. What should i wear ?! Dang
Going to raid my wardrobe now !
Laters :D
I'm back ! Met baby at Outram park station then we trained to his place.
Mummy cooked harshbrown for dinner today (:
Some random pictures took earlier of my husband & stuffs on his table <3
My boy & Stitch ♥ The 2 stitch are cute right ? ^^
The small stitch was stolen from my house luh
BB claimed that his stitch want a younger brother
& small stitch haven been neglecting his Gf angel ever since -_-
Baby's ultraman alarm clock
Our Couple cups & rings ♥
Monday, April 5, 2010
Terrible terrible woman's sickness today )':
In the morning the pain were bearable. Until i ate Hans pandan cake for breakfast.
Then the real pain came including my stomach cramps ^$%^#$%@*
I was in so much discomfort, sweating like nobody's business until i vomited out all the junks in my stomach then the pain start to subside a little ..
I guess i won't eat Han's food for months to come. Nightmare T.T
The medicine took so long to take effect grrrr. Me ke lian cong .
I was supposed to meet yj today but i put her aeroplane, Sorry! ><
Laogong is a bad guy, he was playing basketball when i was in pain ! Hympfff.
Never come and save me, you must sayang me tontons tomorrow kay ! <3
After a nap, my energy level is back again ~ (:
The pain is very mild now. I hope it will never come back to haunt me .
Had chicken rice for dinner & enjoying Hershey cookiesNcreme now :P
Heard from jiayu the orientation timing & everything -_-
12'13'April- 9 am to 5 pm
14'April- 8.30am to 10 pm ?!?!
This is bullshyt man . TSK
After edicting as i find the original piece too dark :B
In the morning the pain were bearable. Until i ate Hans pandan cake for breakfast.
Then the real pain came including my stomach cramps ^$%^#$%@*
I was in so much discomfort, sweating like nobody's business until i vomited out all the junks in my stomach then the pain start to subside a little ..
I guess i won't eat Han's food for months to come. Nightmare T.T
The medicine took so long to take effect grrrr. Me ke lian cong .
I was supposed to meet yj today but i put her aeroplane, Sorry! ><
Laogong is a bad guy, he was playing basketball when i was in pain ! Hympfff.
Never come and save me, you must sayang me tontons tomorrow kay ! <3
After a nap, my energy level is back again ~ (:
The pain is very mild now. I hope it will never come back to haunt me .
Had chicken rice for dinner & enjoying Hershey cookiesNcreme now :P
Heard from jiayu the orientation timing & everything -_-
12'13'April- 9 am to 5 pm
14'April- 8.30am to 10 pm ?!?!
This is bullshyt man . TSK
After edicting as i find the original piece too dark :B
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)