Super fucked up mood

I'm feeling major crankiness NOW.

Like as if i'm suffering from PMS when i'm not but i can sense them coming la. Or prolly exam stress or a combi of both or whatsoever. Zzz

I feel so sick and tired of my life, it is just so .. fucking boring.

I don't get why some people can have their life lay out nicely for them but mine?

If i'm not smart, maybe i should be born out naturally pretty?

If i'm not pretty, maybe i should be born out a straight As kid?

If i am not pretty and not smart, maybe i should be born with a silver spoon?

If i am not pretty, smart and rich, maybe i should be born with high metabolism so i can eat like a cow and don't gain weight?

If i am not pretty, smart and rich and don't have high metabolism, maybe i should have freedom and not curfew of 10pm sharp?

If i am not pretty, smart rich, don't have high metabolism and no freedom, maybe i should be born extrovert and have tons of friends around me?

But no, i'm none of the above. SICK TO THE CORE

I felt like my 18 years of living is fultile .

Edicted:



I wanna learn the smokey eye makeup ! raise eyebrows* Suddenly sick of gyaru/cute style for a while :P

and suddenly i want to have bangs & straight hair again o.O
Bangs are so much easier to camwhore than side fringe lor -_-

and suddenly i want to have bright bright hair colour (not chao ah lian gold) !

Peepos who rock the smokey eye makeup !


How can we forget Little Jenny from GossipGirls?


Erm Kim Kardashian, i got no idea who is she but she's hot no?


Hyuna from 4minute AKA my bi's favorite ): Zzz i straight away surrender lol.

Her dancing is one word H.O.T from her 'Change' Mv. Sexy dao i also want nose bleed -_-

Now you agree that smokey eye is sexy right from the above 3 pictures? :X but i know i will prolly fail like 50/50 chance. Fucking fat face !!!!!! ARGH

No comments unless they are good ones thanks :)