Showing posts with label I wanna change this stupid idiotic way of living. Show all posts
Showing posts with label I wanna change this stupid idiotic way of living. Show all posts

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Super fucked up mood

I'm feeling major crankiness NOW.

Like as if i'm suffering from PMS when i'm not but i can sense them coming la. Or prolly exam stress or a combi of both or whatsoever. Zzz

I feel so sick and tired of my life, it is just so .. fucking boring.

I don't get why some people can have their life lay out nicely for them but mine?

If i'm not smart, maybe i should be born out naturally pretty?

If i'm not pretty, maybe i should be born out a straight As kid?

If i am not pretty and not smart, maybe i should be born with a silver spoon?

If i am not pretty, smart and rich, maybe i should be born with high metabolism so i can eat like a cow and don't gain weight?

If i am not pretty, smart and rich and don't have high metabolism, maybe i should have freedom and not curfew of 10pm sharp?

If i am not pretty, smart rich, don't have high metabolism and no freedom, maybe i should be born extrovert and have tons of friends around me?

But no, i'm none of the above. SICK TO THE CORE

I felt like my 18 years of living is fultile .

Edicted:

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I wanna learn the smokey eye makeup ! raise eyebrows* Suddenly sick of gyaru/cute style for a while :P

and suddenly i want to have bangs & straight hair again o.O
Bangs are so much easier to camwhore than side fringe lor -_-

and suddenly i want to have bright bright hair colour (not chao ah lian gold) !

Peepos who rock the smokey eye makeup !

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How can we forget Little Jenny from GossipGirls?

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Erm Kim Kardashian, i got no idea who is she but she's hot no?


Hyuna from 4minute AKA my bi's favorite ): Zzz i straight away surrender lol.

Her dancing is one word H.O.T from her 'Change' Mv. Sexy dao i also want nose bleed -_-

Now you agree that smokey eye is sexy right from the above 3 pictures? :X but i know i will prolly fail like 50/50 chance. Fucking fat face !!!!!! ARGH

No comments unless they are good ones thanks :)