2011 is approaching in like 2 more days ^v^
Whees~ so here's my 2011 resolution

1)I wanna quickly get my diploma and if possible a degree so that i will have a stable job in future. I wanna be a successful woman and i think that woman who drives their own car are damn hawt <3

2)I wanna lose weight so that my face will not be so chubby anymore >:

3)Try not to be late for school because my sem 2 daily grades are so cui because of my lateness. To say the truth, most of the time i'm late due to make-up. Why i die die want to makeup to school is because i cannot stand people giving the 'you're a freak w/o makeup' look when they see me barefaced one day. Maybe it's me being paranoid but I tried that kind of treatment in sem 1 & i'm not going to try a 2nd time. It sucked alot. Which girl want to be ugly tell me? signs*

4)Trust Baby more so that quarrels will be less frequent.

5)Have more confidence in myself. Usually i won't even bother to try doing something if i think i am going to fail >:

6)Stop being a emo nemo. When i see people my age having things that i don't for example freedom, i got very upset even though i know it doesn't change a thing in my case..

7)Be more sociable (to girls only) , my limited number of friends made me feel lonely at times ..

8)Study harder! I slacked a lot as compared to sem1, don't think i will be able to maintain my Gpa 3 for long ):

9)Take more initiative when doing things.

10)Ensure that i won't overspend on useless stuff. I hate the feeling of wanting something i fancy but don't have the cash to buy it ><

11)Improve on my presenting skills. I still feel butterflies fluttering in my tummy before presentation up till now even after countless time of presentations ~.~

12)A BFF . I felt super envy after watching Gossip girls, I want a Serena/Blair too !

13)Try to make our love stronger than ever! It takes 2 hand to clap so baby let's make this r/s work between us hao ma? Well, it's not like you can say no. SHY* <3

My motto for 2011;

Quit trying to please everyone because it is impossible as there will always be people who are unhappy with what I'm doing, in the end i'll just make myself & my life miserable.

NOT MY DAY.

1) My stupid parent bought a tall bookshelf as my supposed drawer to keep my things. I'm like showcasing my stuffs around ZZZ & i'm so pissed because i'm having a hard time hiding love related stuffs and the fact that my mother or anyone in the house can touch my stuffs when i'm not around makes me VERY uncomfortable. Zzz, seriously who like people to go through their things? & i know my kpo parent will do that. When i was packing, they took turns standing there like bodyguards looking at my every move asking me to throw this throw that ... like never see people pack thing before. FML to the max.

I took about 2hours plus to transfer all my things from the old study table to the bookshelf and threw many you de mei you de away. Found lots of alibaba stuffs to name some like

1)Stickers
(I was a hardcore sticker maniac when i was xiao cheryl then, hellokitty, stitch, disney princess almost all the cartoon u name it i have it even fish cat monkey cow stickers (Cute ones) also have lolol)

2)Numerous Jolin Tsai's albums
(I swear have no idea why i kisiao her when i was just a primary school kid, my allowance was like $2-$3 per day and i actually didn't eat most of the time just to save money and buy her CDS which cost around $30-$50 each depending. Chai Yi Ling must be so proud to have such a young noob fan -_- & also how come i don't seem to have that determination of not eating now? I wanna be super light! signs*)

3) Primary school ez-link card
(Freaking funny! I'm sure no one can ever imagine me like that because I was a mushroom head with hair length slightly below my ears then. Cool or what? if ask me to chop off my hair to that length now, i would had committed suicide TWICE. That's how precious my hair is to me :x Ohya, I also gave a XL face prolly cse i'm forced to take photo then o.o?)

4)Girls brigade cap, lanyard, name tag & whatever not
(Ya, imma in the 'LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT' troop in secondary school!)

5)A musical instrument with pretty ribbons hanging (Dk what's the actual name)
(My first ever dance performance! and also last -.- we were supposed to create some sort of rhythm with the instrument and also dance with it. Shocked to hear that i actually dance bah? *SHY* :x)

6)Baby's love letter ! So for the record, Bi gave me 3 letters up to date throughout this 18 months of r/s. Consider less or normal i also don't know? ~.~

7)Found the Usb cable to the Sony Mp3 player that Baby gave me AFTER i gave him an Itouch for his birthday. Bi was so angry with me for losing the Usb cable at first :X

Sorry for the very wordy post ! few pictures & i shall retire to bed ^.^


New lashies from Daiso ! :D Bi said my lashes like peacock style ==


I don't know why it always went haywire when i applied eyeliner undereye -.-


If only my face is this thin in reality )':

P.s: I'm also quite unhappy with lots of unsuccessful plans this week. Thought i'm going to be quite busy this week so took many days off in the end i have too much spare time on hand ... Less $$ + waste of time. Wanna go gaigai badly but is resisting due to lack of $$ plus unable to find a suitable shopping companion who can tahan my super indecisiveness. Yj's busy & my very few friends are also busy ! ): Baby is not a very good shopping companion for me because i'm too indecisive although i do appreciate that he tried to tolerate for some occasions hais D:

Ohya ! I wanna get mid High waist shorts soso badly as well but i can't seem to find nice & don't cost a bomb one. Saw this perfect one @ Fourskin but it cost $45.90 i bu she de buy ):

I'm aimming these designs ~


HAWT? The girl not the shorts :B



Nice ? :D Anyone who saw these outside pretty please contact me be it msn or fb or sms okieeeeee, much appreciated ! ^^

It's our 555th days together today HEHE!
Happy 555 days Xiaobi muackmuacks <3

Merry Christmas peepos (Belated) <3 So how was your Xmas? Mine was simple but i enjoyed it, Hope you all enjoyed xmas too =)

Firstly, the exchanging of gifts with Darling :)


Can you guess which is mine & which is his? :D

Baby unwrapped my prezzie with tons of loves included first ! SHY*


Yes, Baby's Xmas gift from me is One piece character bobblehead keychains !! :D

I specially bought it for him online with a super not worth it price since it can only be found in Japan (As told by the bs owner) & i was having a hard time planning a meetup with the bs owner because i am too busy working the previous week. Plan here plan there in the end also paid more for registered postage -.-


Aren't they cuteeeee? <3


Laogong's favourite character from One piece, Luffy ! ^.^

Baby so idiot one, ask me why i never buy the female characters for him. Qian zhou only -_-

Now my turn to unwrap Baby Xmas gift for me !! *Excited*


Wheees, my 2nd favourite cartoon Stitch other than Hello Kitty <3 (The stitch doll is not included, meant to be a form of deco only :P)


A lovely letter & a pretty black box~ Super long since Baby wrote me a letter so i was so happy that day ! Luv receiving letters from my xiaobi ^.^


Baby bought me Chanel foundation !! My virgin Chanel product hehe<3


100% chio-ness no doubts, i don't think i will bear to use this on my face :x

Had homecooked food by Mama before we headed to Wisma because i wanted to drink Yakult green tea from ShareTea (A new bubbletea shop) my latest craze bleh, like nice only! :S We experience the Xmas mood awhile before Bibi send me home, It rained and we were happily drenching ourself while dashing across roads :/ Baby complained that i always bring too much you de mei you de in my bag instead of an umbrella that would most likely come in handy than the other stuffs in my bag combined - my HelloKitty makeup pouch although i rarely touch up my makeups when i'm outside LOL :B






You are the best X'mas present ever, Sa-rang-hae-yo! ♥

Nothing to say. Christmas Eve was horrid.

I'm becoming a no life person soon. No wait i already am -_- Work eat sleep everyday! Ok, maybe not (5/7 days) but hey it's my precious holiday y'know !

I am really slowly understanding the difficulty of earning money working like a dog. I swear i will never have a career as a salesgirl. No offense, i love my colleagues ! They all treated me fairly well which make me persevering on despite the lousy ttm pay. For me i would rather be in a lower pay job with people i can go along well with rather than a higher paying job that is full of lan jiao lang. I don't get what's the point for working if i'm not happy in that environment agree?

I still sucked big time at serving customers after so long unlike my colleagues. It's like a trap if the customer shows any sign of interest in that piece of clothing because they will keep 'sucking' them in i'm serious! Just today this guy who was just intending to buy a maxi dress for his gf that cost about $50 ended up buying more and more till he spend almost $300 and even became a member. See how pro they are? If i am the one serving that guy, he would prolly just spend $50 lol but well his gf must be soo happy now so it should be worth it :D

Working at Orchard area have both pros and cons.
Pros: Good human traffic = Commission gaogao (Doesn't make any significant change because the pay is still shit. But well, better than nothing :/)
Cons: Super busy, leg fucking suan because im like their runner for at least 10 straight hours. I hang clothes, climb up and down like spiderman searching for stocks, cashiering, folding clothes & iron clothes with the damn steamer that scalded me one too many ._. Sometimes i even have to walk to fareast plaza and back to collect one damn piece of clothing that suaysuay went oos here or when some of them felt like eating food that only Fareast plaza sells -____- Sign i really don't understand why i'm not losing weight Zzz.

Talking about weight, i suddenly think of my cousin who recently joined the air stewardess industry~ She is spending Xmas overseas FREE OF CHARGE. Envy max only lor !! @#&*^$&* I wish i am tall enough, thin enough, pretty enough to be one too FML )= Good pay and don't have to do sai kang. *Huge signs*

goodnight everyoneee ~ As much as i don't want to sleep, i have to because i'm working full shift tmr = 12 hours of standing AKA GG to my kelian feet = Fuck my life max.

P.s: Dear Legs, you better be super fit with no ouch of fats surrounding you at all or better still magically grow longer. Thighs you better become smaller !! Ok Imma kisiao already.

Ohya, My ONCE chio nails are badly disfigured now. Salesgirl selling clothes can never have pretty nails hais BYE

Can't sleep so i'm reading on horoscope at this hour now lol -_- I'm a Scorpio while Laogong's a Taurus ^.^

Scorpio With Taurus:

This astrological compatibility combination mutually admires each other. With a strong physical appetite, both will find much in common from a physical perspective. Jealousy however is the big problem with this pair and seems to be always showing its face. Taurus must be careful to keep faith with the scorpion mate, or the house will fall down without warning. Beware to the one whom crosses the scorpion's path; the sting is considered deadly. All else considered, friendship factor, financial drive, etc, makes them a very good match.

Jealousy part is so so true ):
But the most truest of all is the sentence in bold. I will make sure the girl fuck herself whether she's a XMM or an AUNTY or just simply an UGLY CHEENA BITCH. FML I really cannot control jealousy, just kill me already -_-


From another website:

Scorpio demands loyalty from love relationship. So does Taurus. This is a rewarding combination that has both long and short term potential. Both Scorpio & Taurus are the jealous and possessive types. Since they are opposites, they DO significantly attract and find themselves deeply in love when they go for it! This makes Taurus and Scorpio a great match.

LOYALTY, TRUST, FAITH. Hmm i admit i am the jealous and possessive types but not so with Bi i guess?


Scorpio in love:

Once in love, they are devoted and loyal to the death. But relationships can take some time. The Scorpio needs to build trust and respect for a potential mate slowly and thoroughly.

Jealousy & distrusting are weaknesses of Scorpio sad to say ~ I'm having major issues with this 2 now D:

Although the best sign for Scorpio would be a Capricorn but who cares.

I just wanna be with my Taurus hubby forever~
Happy 18th monthsary xiao bi ♥♥♥

P.s: Piggyback rides never fails to bring a smile to my face :')

Sometime things just got too hard to bear .. My heart won't listen,
what should i do then?


I wish i have good tolerance level,
I wish i am ignorant to things happening,
I really wish i have the abilities to do that ..


もし私があなたに私が痛んでいると言うなら、
あなたはストップして、そして聞くでしょうか？

Call me super woman because my work schedule is so packed that i have to work full shift almost everyday - Tues (FO) & Sat (Pahtok day) Busy die me, tired die me >:

(P.s: I still have many camwhore shots from that day wearing this same shirt but not posted yet so bear with me lol -_-)

I had this horrible dream about you & me that made me woke up way earlier than the time i should be waking up. Even though i am hell tired but i just can't shut my eyes because i don't wanna see those horrific images again. It's like every nightmare is happening all in one ):

Recently, we met less yet quarrel a lot and i am the one who started the fight everytime. Mostly is because i'm always negativing you for things that i think you should had done as a boyfriend but you never, I know you have your reasons but if you are standing in my shoe will you think that your love is not that strong anymore? Maybe to you its not true but I don't want to lie because this is what i am feeling.

Maybe it's me who can't adapt going into the after honeymoon period. Things are changing between us and it will change more in future after you ord i'm sure. I'm trying to give you more freedom slowly just like what you want but it will take time..

You & me we have such differences like opposite poles plus our bad history, you can't blame me for behaving like this.

Maybe we will be happier this way :) Sorry for blogging this out but i'm not someone who like to bottle up my feelings in my heart if you really understand me.

Kays, enough of emoing. I'm having a bad headache and i got approx 15min to prepare for work. BYE!

私は今はるか遠くにいるように感じます。.
カルマが私を見いだすために来ます

Sentosa's post ! :D

As you all know, My class went for an excursion to Sentosa 2days ago :) It is fun to be out of the classroom (that module faci tend to be naggy mostly :x). What we need to do there is to identify some of the attractions & take group photos with it ! The weather was melting hot till my fringe is soaked with sweat that it can stick to my forehead easily. Gross i know but who doesn't sweat?! You will get what i mean later on -_-

Some photos i took there :D (Not in order)



The 2 daredevils in class Apple & Cloud (Cute names right? :D) That's a freaking real life huge ass snake but they didn't even fidget when the man put the snake on their necks Brave or what !! I see the snake i scare liao & i think i stand the furthest away hehe :x



Preetty babes :D



Cute girl ! <3


Cloud & me :D


Nope, not a couple but could be in future :B


Globe @ USS ! Baby when are you bringing me there to play?


Tourguide of the day! She says: "Comecome people walk faster" :B





We luv Hersheys and M&M <3 The sun so hot till i can barely open my eyes -.-


Yaya & me ^.^

Lessons @ Sentosa ended early around 1-2 plus i think while Baby only ended work at 4.30pm aft i kept chao him to take time off so i don't have to wait that long hehe :x Luckily Yaya was waiting for her Bf to come Vivo meet her too so we waited tgt at Vivo's rooftop facing the sea :D

The weather was breezy & we chitchat over random stuffs till our bfs arrive then we went our separate ways :B Bi & me went for dinner at HongKong Kim Gary restuarant. Same name wor bleahx, even though it is a restaurant but it is more like HongKong cafe (Price range about the same as well) :) Walkwalk around before we trained to Outram & i bused home there.


Today is her birthday, Happy 20th Birthday to this awesomexzx girl here !! <3

No more quarrels okay Bi? I want more tengteng ke yi ma? lovelove )=

See how fast my fringe grew~ Now it's poking my eyes and i have to push it to the side. Don't know whether i wanna cut bangs or leave it to grow into side fringe again >.<

There is no boring lesson tmr as the class is going to Sentosa for fieldtrip Wheee! Best of all don't have to bring fatty laptop means i can go paktok with Baby w/o any burden afterwards YAY :D Don't have to wear formally also ! The class is even intending to rebel by wearing slippers & shorts tmr LOL. Qi si the Faci :B

AHH, Christmas is just round the corner & i haven decide on my X'mas outfit yet DDD:

Yj gave me heart shaped biscuit today Awww so sweet ~ <3

Continueing from camwhore part 2, please pardon my kuku faces :B






Random peekchas that i took with my hp @ KL (Before & during) ~ :D


Saw this thingy at the airport and find it cute so snap it :P


Sitting inside the plane waiting for it to start flying~


My cousins ! They were too shy to look @ the camera & that noob over there with his head strucking out is my younger brother ._.


Yay, finally start flying !


Tiger airways = Budget airline with lousy pillot (Y) I am absolutely satisfied with taking budget airline because it beats traveling there in a coach, it is not fun at all believe me. -_-


Outside Royal Bintang, the hotel we are staying for the 4 days. The hotel is nice but once outside, it is a different story if you get what i mean lol . 3 letters, CMI.


Thumbs up for clean toilet ! :)


That's my aunt posing in the hotel room lol. I wanted to only snap the bed but conincidentally she wanted to take picture WITH the bed too ._.?


Toothbrushes. Imma Pink ranger, Brother Blue ranger, Mum yellow ranger. RANGERS UNITED HOI!


pooh + friends band ! Cute radio :B


Feeling hungry? Yummy cakes for sale, LEH LONG LEH LONG buy 1 free 1! Just kidding, it's inedible :D


Toblerone, Van Houten & Kitkat magnets !


Giant Iphones pillow


Donut keychainnnn , Cute !


Nobody cares about the normal looking cup beside luh, Its the DSLR cup. So cool right?


Pretty pretty stuffs <3


Fat chubby snowman :D

P.s: I wanna get a perfect Xmas oufit, but my brain kongkong one )': !